I don't sleep, I just lay awake awake
don't cry, I am just a freak
wanna die, put me in a coffin
pop 20 pills hope nobody stops it
when I die don't act like it's shocking
gave you all the signs now I'm done talking
i walk this earth all by myself
i'm doing drugs but they don't help
my voice is nothing when i'm screaming out for help...
your head will collapse
and leave this fucked up place behind
watching my youth slip away yeah
''wasting money on pills, my mother couldn't even pay the phone bills
14 hit like a brick, ended up living at the motel 6''
Rest in peace, legend 
''She gave it a try, she closed her eyes, she didn't know how it'd feel, she just hoped it wouldn't hurt. It almost worked.''
''never really felt like I belong so I'll be on my way and it won't be long, I'll be ----- by dawn...''
''You were doing so well...''
banger
